Text Box: Ode to the Way I feel

I see you yet I don’t feel you
I'm trying to touch you again
Yet you’re not here
What was warm now cold
I can’t make sense of it
Your kindness now already I miss

I’m smiling now, Shaking hands
 giving a hug
Thank you thank you for coming
I don’t feel anything
But I want off this “train”

So many flowers
These could never replace you!
Beautiful yet I’d throw them all away….
Oh..thank you so much (smile)

I’m riding now wonder where you are.
I felt you last night ..a strange relief
They say it isn’t really…
It is!
Such a long line behind us
Thank God they remember too.

What an eloquent speech
The performance could merit a prize
..wish he’d sit down
Man those guns are so loud
do we have to leave you here?

I’m not cooking, I’m not eating
I think I rather be locked away
Asleep
Just where ever you are
Hope it’s true, one day I’ll see you ….again.